Pocket watch

We'll live like the movies with streetlights to dance on

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Birthdays have always been really special to me. It's one of the few times in the year when I can actually cut things off my wanted list and not feel too guilty about it. The sky seems bluer, people are nicer and damn... all the mouth-watering cakes. It's usually a day filled with fun and excitement. This year is no different. It's still is real special, real fun and exciting but I think I'm growing up. Too soon perhaps. In a sense that, I feel indifferent. I remember the first time I stepped into my primary school, short and naive(i still am), I couldn't wait to grow up and within a blink of an eye, here I am, 16. Now I just wish that time will slow for a bit and just let me take a break and enjoy. But then again, time waits for no one and who wants to be 16 forever if you can only get car license when you're 17 and visit bars when you're 21? 

But thank you to those who tried to make it special.

I really appreciate it.

Night, the beloved. Night, when words fade and things come alive

Man vs Machine

"It's not just infatuation, she's not just a girl

she's the only evidence of god that i can find on this entire planet"

♥

I shall stop feeling guilty for getting such a wonderful early birthday present from daddy.
I shall use it wisely and often and not waste it.
I shall work hard with it, in hopes that it will someday pay for itself.
I shall treat it with respect and care for it like no other.
I shall keep it clean at all times.

It shall be named
"Baby Vag"

Together we'll rule the world & make cute projects like this;

teehee.

Neon

I had a dream last night

We drove out to see Las Vegas
We lost ourselves in the bright lights
I wish you could have seen us

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It's Friday and the holidays are coming to an end. boo. Was planning to visit the library today but Natalie called during the most ungodly hour this morning to see if I wanted to go shopping with her and my dad said yes so the rest was history.

Definition of history: mother dropped us off at Ou, walked around OU, gasped at all the gorgeous clothing in Zara, N fell in love, went to Cotton On, convinced N that we needed food, got lost (yes, with N, everything is possible), found food, had Japanese, walked a little more, went to A&W, had onion rings and some drink, saw N's mom and grandma, hide from mom and grandma, went to Padini, saw most beautiful bag, stared at beautiful bag, tried on beautiful bag, took of stuffing in beautiful bag, put back stuffing, put back beautiful bag, tried on shoes, went to Topshop, brought something, tried on at least a thousand pieces of clothing in Forever 21, camwhored, searched for Kicthen, camwhored some more, saw sexiest jacket, walked away from sexy jacket that would have cost a bom, more Japanese food, N ordered one pot of tea, drink one pot of tea, never drinking tea again, laughed so hard (nearly fell of balcony),went back to Padini for N to buy shoes, N changed shoes on escalator, home.

Natalie and her new favourite shirt

Our 'sexy' legs

The teapot

 Off to calm the rumbling tummy.

reality check

Someday,
i'll travel the world
have tea in Paris
new year's countdown in New York
fashion shows in Milan
hot springs in Japan
road trip down route 66
gondola rides in Venice
take a bus in London
visit Notre Dame
watch a show in the Chicago theater
drive across America from coast to coast
check out the red light district in Amsterdam
go wild in Vegas
see the northern lights
visit a castle in England

Someday,
i'll feel alive
skinny dipping
jump into the ocean
feed ducks
find underground bands
go Christmas coraling
ride around town in the middle of the night
learn a foreign language like French and use it
join the circus
ride a camel
sneak out and get back in one piece
sleep under the stars
go to a carnival
go up in a hot-air balloon
see snow

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Someday, till then, I'll just sit here in Malaysia, in front of my computer, wasting my holiday away, blogging about the things I will someday do, adding more things into my bucket list, craving for more Japanese delicacies, procrastinating work.