31.12.11

Life.


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Highlights of 2011

Broke the law
undisclosable

Sunway Lagoon
The sun. The rain. The stolen kisses. The rides. The water. The near death experience. The fun. The laughter. The love.

Preperations for Leo IU
The hours spent making a giant wonka nerd box. The balloon candy cane. Creativity at it's best.

MTV World Stage
Winning the tickets. Not once. But trice. The concert. The people. Jared Leto. Need I say more? If yes, refer to this post.

First anniversary
He walked in with a bouquet of tulips in his hands. White tulips. Funeral flowers. He was shaking while that small tint of pink grew on his cheeks. Not to mention he was stuttering real bad. And so chocolates, a poem and my favourite flowers serves as memento for the first 365 days we spent together.

Prom
It was simply amazing. You will only understand if you were there.

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I just noticed that the best days of the year was spent with you.
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2012 new years resolution
  1. straight A+ for SPM
  2. maintain weight : 42/43 kgs
  3. get my driving license
  4. have a regular income
  5. make an art portfolio
  6. get a tattoo
  7. read at least 50 books
  8. sew a dress & wear it
  9. make this love last
  10. enjoy the year
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And so I bid you farewell, 2011. 
You were difficult and stressful but downright amazing at times.
Hello 2012, may you be kind to us all.

25.12.11

Dear fat man in red,

"She will bear a Son; and you shall call His name Jesus, for He will save His people from their sins."
Matthew 1:21

And so it's the season for giving again. Or rather receiving for some. There's something about Christmas that brings an air of festivity and joyfulness. Maybe it's the sight of kids lining up, eager to meet the fat man in a red suit and tell him that they had been good. Or maybe it's all those Disney-like decorations with beautiful trees and lights like fairy dusk. Perhaps it's the music blasting in every shopping mall and not to mention the caroller and the delicious food and that unexpected kiss under the mistletoe and snow and the long-awaited presents!

Well, there's no snow this year in Malaysia ( it would most definitely be the end of world if it did snow), not even a hint of a rain cloud, and yes, I'm still spending this wonderful day alone in my room with a bunch of Christmas albums and movies as usual, but this is by far the most magical 25th of December ever. Thanks to
a certain idiot who likes ruin my day just to save it in the end.


A towel for comfort, a stack of letters to reach him when he's too far away and my favourite book to always keep me company. Check out it's amazing pop-up-ness.


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So dear Santa, I'm not going to ask for much this year, just please let him be out of harm's way and come back to me in 18 days, in one piece, safe and sound.

Merry Christmas, all!

21.12.11

20.12.11

wonderstuck;

You took my hand and lead the way. I felt myself heating up not with embarrassment but rather excitement and an odd feeling of serenity. You couldn't dance and neither could I. Maybe that's why it felt so right. With your hands on my waist and my arms around your neck, I couldn't help but noticed how the world faded away. Words around us turned into incoherent whispers and all I could hear was your breathing and how you sang along to the song beautifully. You smiled that dashing smile of yours and I knew then what I was never sure of before.

#DJProm2011

19.12.11

I'm unlovable.

12.12.11


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No. Not really.

30 bucks.

Damn, I'm a happy girl.

7.12.11

Info?


Every girl deserves to be asked to prom properly. Like bring her some flowers or just make a simple yet sweet gesture. Not shove the ticket in her face and tell her that she got no other choice.

Seriously.

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I am not panicking.

I just got to pick a dress, settle on the heels, find a clutch, decide on the hair, obtain a couple of hundred bucks for the hair, practice the make up, maintain the nails, unearth a good nail polish, not lose the accessories, keep in shape and breathe.

In / for a week and a half.

It's all good.

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P.S. what are the odds of wearing the same dress as someone else?

Oh my. 

1.12.11

Consideration can only get you so far before disappointment kicks in. It's complicated, really. Of all the things I thought would go wrong, this was the last thing on my mind. You're not sorry even though you should be but I am, for trusting you.

Obscene

Meet my latest obession:



Brennin Hunt.

His name, his face, his voice. Everything just screams sex.




Rich Man

Status : Operation "Capture Moby Dick" in progress.

Hello, December.

I feel like my long awaited holiday is slipping away too quickly. In fact, the whole year went by much too fast for me. Maybe because it's a really busy year or something. I'll save my thoughts for some other day. On the other hand, my holiday was spent rather unproductively. No surprise. Read all seven Harry Potter books. Yes, about time. Cleared up a lot too. If you haven't read it. Do so. Another interesting read : Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro. Slow paced but nonetheless intriguing. Really gives you something to think about : what makes us human and human nature itself. Too lazy to read : watch the movie.

Other than that, spent the rest of my time watching movies and playing Sims 3. I need to get a life. Thankfully there's something to look forward to : Prom.

What I need.
Sigh. I'm sensing a garage sale.

Off to watch The X Factor now.

Out.