I am well aware that this post is eleven days late but it literally just struck me that I have graduated from high school and all my life, the only plan was UPSR > PMR > SPM. That's it. The end. No one ever told me where to go from there. It is so strange to wake up on a weekday, in January and not be rushing to finish up my homework and then to school. But since that is the case right now, to be honest, I'm dumbfounded and lost.
2012 was a pretty shitty year. I was betrayed, stressed out, pulled in multiple direction, sleep-deprived, tea-filled, sick(literally), freaked out, I spent half of my time sending off the people I love, the other half fighting it all out in meaningless arguments and defending my one dream that has been deemed impossible. Overall, it was a year of transitions and as it ends, a huge part of me ends with it.
A new year brings new beginnings and for 2013, this is especially true because for one, I am no longer tied to school, I have so much more time to do the things I want to do. Two, without the comfort of my friends, I need to go out and socialize more and hopefully meet more people thus be less foreveralone. Three, venturing into new environments is an adventure on its own and that can only mean more opportunities for me to capture. There's just so much to learn, so much the world can offer me and I'm excited for it.
My two thousand thirteen new year's resolution is split into a few categories but basically it is i) to learn something new everyday and ii) live one day at a time.
I tell myself every new year that year is going to my greatest and it never worked out that way but this year, this year is going to be my year. I can just feel it.
So I kiss you goodbye 2012, and I humbly embrace you, 2013.
May you be good to us all.
2012 was a pretty shitty year. I was betrayed, stressed out, pulled in multiple direction, sleep-deprived, tea-filled, sick(literally), freaked out, I spent half of my time sending off the people I love, the other half fighting it all out in meaningless arguments and defending my one dream that has been deemed impossible. Overall, it was a year of transitions and as it ends, a huge part of me ends with it.
A new year brings new beginnings and for 2013, this is especially true because for one, I am no longer tied to school, I have so much more time to do the things I want to do. Two, without the comfort of my friends, I need to go out and socialize more and hopefully meet more people thus be less foreveralone. Three, venturing into new environments is an adventure on its own and that can only mean more opportunities for me to capture. There's just so much to learn, so much the world can offer me and I'm excited for it.
My two thousand thirteen new year's resolution is split into a few categories but basically it is i) to learn something new everyday and ii) live one day at a time.
I tell myself every new year that year is going to my greatest and it never worked out that way but this year, this year is going to be my year. I can just feel it.
So I kiss you goodbye 2012, and I humbly embrace you, 2013.
May you be good to us all.
