Even with you;

Disappointment is lurking in the corner; it always is.

Ten days down, one day up please.

Yes, please.

Someone to feel for me what you felt for her.

“I’ve been learning
how to take loneliness
head on since you
decided to leave me
for reasons that I
may never know.
It was difficult
at first because
everything somehow
reminded me of you
when you were
so-called happy,
and I was so obviously
blind from infatuation
to see the truth
that lingered beneath
the sentences
of hesitation towards
our burning future.
But I have to say
I am learning to adapt
to this loneliness
a lot more easily
than I ever thought
possible. Because even
if I am alone, at least
I am not caught-up
in this mind game
that you once considered
to be ‘true’ love.”

— 

"Better to adapt than to fall beneath," - Colleen Brown

FTS;

The universe: Oh so your life is falling into place and you're happy? Let me do something about it.

Misery loves company;

The best thing someone has said to me so far:

1) It's fine to marinate in misery

2) but not for too long, or else you'll turn into mush.