Wonderful world.

7 months of practice for nothing. All that hardwork, blood, sweat and tears are for nothing. Absolutely nothing. I'm upset, not because i got injured  but more so because i no longer feel like I'm part of the team. I feel like i have lost my family in a way. Maybe I'm just over-thinking it but watching from the sideline just isn't the same as be there with them, be it cheering, going through the routine over and over again, risking our lives for the sake of perfecting a stunt or even being lectured by our co-captain and captain. I rather take all that than be nothing at all but what's done is done and in 2 days, it won't matter anymore.

I know that it's a wonderful world but i can only see it when you're here with me.