Today I met a boy. No, this is not what you think it is. Yes, I'm well aware that this sound like a love story just waiting to happen but trust me, it's not. Today I met a boy, at least I took noticed of him. I have seen him around before but I never really noticed until this very evening. He's nothing of particular significant except for the fact that he's a boy, a boy who is very open with his affections. He hugged and mingled with everyone in the room and frequently expressed his love for quite literally everything and I stood there, amazed. He made it seemed so easy and I'm here, with a profound fear of intimacy, can't even smile at a tree without it trying to decipher my codes and bad intentions. I guess I just don't have that kind of innocence that allows me get away with it.
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Warm milk, I need.
