When I'm more than you can take, just give me back;

1.
I knew you were trouble from the very time I laid my eyes on you. A drug addict, they told me. The permanent rings under your eyes, the forever diet, and the scars that accessorises your wrist should be a warning to me. I was drawn to you either way. You were the faint light bulb that to me, a small bee, a sun that guides me home. Metaphorically ofcourse but that's the only way to explain this attraction. Cliche. But I was the hero and you needed to be saved.
2.
A time machine. That's what I need. I need to go back to that moment I decided to fly towards you, the fake sun because I know now how it's like to be burnt alive. Wait. It's the other way. I saved you. Let me rephrase, I need to leave the scars and take back all the cakes. Then I need to come back to the present. Just so I'll know if she would still love you as she does right now, with your bleeding wrist and emaciating self. Because I saved you when I was the one to be saved.
3.
You. Yes. You.
Don't read too deeply into my words.
You might drown.

1.
I knew you were trouble from the very time I laid my eyes on you. A drug addict, they told me. The permanent rings under your eyes, the forever diet, and the scars that accessorises your wrist should be a warning to me. I was drawn to you either way. You were the faint light bulb that to me, a small bee, a sun that guides me home. Metaphorically ofcourse but that's the only way to explain this attraction. Cliche. But I was the hero and you needed to be saved.
2.
A time machine. That's what I need. I need to go back to that moment I decided to fly towards you, the fake sun because I know now how it's like to be burnt alive. Wait. It's the other way. I saved you. Let me rephrase, I need to leave the scars and take back all the cakes. Then I need to come back to the present. Just so I'll know if she would still love you as she does right now, with your bleeding wrist and emaciating self. Because I saved you when I was the one to be saved.
3.
You. Yes. You.
Don't read too deeply into my words.
You might drown.